Peer Pressure

I have given into peer pressure & witter & have now made a tumblr account.

I'm still working on making it all prettyful and trying to figure it out but you can find it here:

http://xstephanieee.tumblr.com/

Everything happens for a reason...

and figuring out why this is has been the main question i ask myself on daily basis as of late. And now tonight as i sit in a darkened room with only the sound of my fingers on the keys and the hum of the air conditioner as my only companion i find myself asking the same question i've asked for a couple weeks now and i seem no closer to an answer than the first time i asked it.

Everyone that knows me knows that i love the Jonas Brothers, or at least everyone that knows me should know this. Anyways, they are playing in Philly tonight and tomorrow. When tickets first went on sale i had absolutely no money, typical story of a college student and what little money i did have went towards the week long trip i took to Greece with my practicum group.

So all week i've been looking on line for decent tickets for a decent price to tomorrow, fridays, show. It being Friday night i figured it'd be a better day to go then Thursday. I was actually able to find some pretty decent tickets that were being sold for less than face value. Unfortunatley, i have no one to go with or any way to get there.

So this goes back to my original thought, everything happens for a reason. Me + Jonas Brothers concert = not meant to be

This begs the question, why is the universe so against me going to the concert? I hope it means only greater things are to come in my life.

So my question to all you out there:

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
If yes, why?

Questions

as i lay here trying to sleep i find many questions running through
my mind. And i've found myself questioning myself a lot about religion and things that go along those lines as of late. I'm not entirely sure why or how these questions have come about. We've never really been a religious family. I use to go to church when i was younger but i can't tell you the last time i stepped foot in one.

I guess you could say im on this path of trying to find myself and where i exactly fit into this world. And with this i have found myself questioning where God fits into all of this and its knew to me. I've always believed that everything happens for a reason and that our lives have already been planned out for us. But i feel as almost like there's this whole other world out those that i have yet to discover. Trying to put this thoughts and feelings have just seemed to confuse me more and that im not getting what im trying to say out clearly enough and im sure this makes no sense to anyone but myself but im okay with that, for now at least.

Goodnight.