Questions

as i lay here trying to sleep i find many questions running through
my mind. And i've found myself questioning myself a lot about religion and things that go along those lines as of late. I'm not entirely sure why or how these questions have come about. We've never really been a religious family. I use to go to church when i was younger but i can't tell you the last time i stepped foot in one.

I guess you could say im on this path of trying to find myself and where i exactly fit into this world. And with this i have found myself questioning where God fits into all of this and its knew to me. I've always believed that everything happens for a reason and that our lives have already been planned out for us. But i feel as almost like there's this whole other world out those that i have yet to discover. Trying to put this thoughts and feelings have just seemed to confuse me more and that im not getting what im trying to say out clearly enough and im sure this makes no sense to anyone but myself but im okay with that, for now at least.

Goodnight.